Sorry things have been so quiet around here lately. Due to travel on the weekends for CG’s season and TW having another procedure on her back, we haven’t had time to write or sex it up much. Last Thursday, TW had another cyst, which was pressing against her spinal cord, burst. It was a success and has provided much needed relief from her shooting pain and weakness. That MoFo had grown to be 1 cm in diameter. Go ahead, take out a ruler, we’ll wait…………………….see what 1 cm looks like? Now, imagine that INSIDE your spinal canal, pressing against the bundle of nerves that is your spinal cord. FUCKING INSANE! Thankfully, we had no issues with the insurance company this time.
Other than than, life has just been generally kicking our asses lately. TW said something this weekend that kind of caused me to pause a bit. We were discussing our plans for our 30th wedding anniversary this year. She said we should plan to go somewhere where we can do things since we won’t be having sex all the time. Wait, WHAT? OMG! We’ve fucking reached that part of our lives? Fuuuuuuuuuck! I have noticed a continued decline in her willingness to flash these days. “The truckers don’t look. I’m just wasting my time” are the two biggest responses I get these days. Also, she’s less likely to wear clothes that make it easier to flash as well. I know a lot of it has to do with the pain from her back issues, but I get the sense she doesn’t want to do it anymore. It’s like the swinging attempts, half-hearted, and done just to please me. There’s no doubt I enjoy it, but I definitely enjoy it less if she’s not into it.
So, now comes the tough part, do we continue to write the blog. I know I’m dealing with some serious depression issues, what with the bombing in Boston and the explosion in Texas and just the regular day to day bullshit that happens in my life. Readership is definitely down (due in no small part to my closing/re-opening/closing/renaming the blog a few times) and comments are virtually non-existent (even from the regulars) these days. Well, except for the Spam-O-Rama Ding-Dongs.
So, here’s what I ask. Use the comments to either let us know to continue on, or let us know it’s time for us to disappear from the internet tubes. I really don’t expect a whole lot of responses, but then, maybe I’ll be pleasantly surprise. We’ll take every response into consideration. You’ve got a week or so.
It’s your time to shine! 🙂