And Now, For Something Completely Different…..

An eerie calm has come over me. I’m not sure why, but maybe something has finally clicked in my head and released me from all the hatred for the DIL I’ve felt lately. I am calm, her crap is running off my shoulders today and I feel much more relaxed and less anxious. I have to remember there’s nothing I can do to change her, I just have to accept that she’s a passive aggressive cunt.

Not that she’ll get away with her actions anymore. I will confront her, but not in an angry way. As long as she loves my son, that’s all that matters. I must learn to control MY emotions when dealing with the two of them.

TW and I will have to get together and figure out a strategy to deal with this and my son’s inability to stand up to her. We’ll get it done, I’m sure. For now, we’re just gonna sit back and let the chips fall where they may. I am NOT gonna go out of my way to make contact, but, if he calls, I’ve decided I will take the call. Hey, it’s a small step in the right direction, I hope.

All is calm, all is good, for now.

Just Not Feeling It Right Now

Don’t know how much updating I’ll be doing in the near future. I am angry. In fact I’m so angry that I gave myself two bitchin’ blisters on my feet by doing an ANGRY POWER WALK last night instead of talking to my gutless son. I’m also kinda pissed that TW didn’t say anything when my cunt of a DIL said, “Well, we couldn’t keep saying no forever” The time to confront the bitch had passed by the time I found out. The way I feel right now, my son is DEAD to me. It’s not a decision that comes lightly, but I really must cut things out of my life that make me so angry. I worked that walk hard last night, hoping to have a fatal heart attack. Haven’t felt this way in a long time. The scary part is that it feels natural.

 

YOU Are About To Be Dead To Me

It’s a shame that grandparents have to plead and beg to see their grandchild. It’s even worse when friends are more important than a great grandmother as well, but for one side of the family, OURS. The ONLY reason we got to see our adorable grand daughter was, “We couldn’t say NO forever” How special.

I am about to cut my son and the bitch cunt that he married out of my life. I’m tired of dealing with a crying TW, I’m tired of being treated like shit, I’m tired of TW’s mom and sisters and aunts being treated like shit.

I AM DONE.